"Im so sick"

Currently: feeling generally weird, gross, and disgusted.

I'm so sick
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so
I'm so sick
I'm so
I'm so sick
I'm So Sick - Flyleaf

I hate sin. I hate how it creeps up on you in the worst ways sometimes and leaves you feeling generally just nasty.
I can't say anything more than I know I havent been the best person.

And I feel weird cause I feel gross about myself but happy about seeing friends and getting out of my own ahead right now.

Things will be better.
God is with me always.

I just wish I didnt have to remind myself so much in such gross personal times.