Oi vey.

I have been saying Oi.
A lot.

And while at first I thought it was from talking to certain friends, I also realized it couldv'e been from watching Doctor Who.

But honestly, esp this morning, I had multiple Oi moments.

First off.
I got sunburned at the Bro-Am Saturday. Nothing I havent dealt with before but it hurts and its just..bleh.
My mom was putting aloe/burn stuff on me this morning and shes all "oh no. there are blisters. this is third degree sunburn"
OI.

Cause thats JUST what I wanted to hear.

Next:
My friend procrastinated on buying tickets for Comic-Con or finding a way to get in for free.
And more tickets were posted today but he had work and was calling me, having me sit here and trying to figure it out.
I could not figure it out.
I was looking at wrong things and then it said it was sold out and just...
Oi.

In the end, I was able to buy his pass for it and all but..Oi oi.

And THEN.
Anberlin has an album coming out in September.
They posted a new song/video early today on twitter.
And the twitvid wouldnt work for me.
I think I was literally saying "OI!" to the computer every five minutes.

In the end, yes it got resolved. The thing finally let me login and watch it and then someone was nice enough to post it on youtube.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=of9U3aGUyvU


so, in short.
My new favorite word is Oi.
and while a lot of things this morning started out frustrating and bad..some good has come back with it.

Well...not the sunburn. not yet. It should tan over soon.

Whats your favorite word?

I cry too much and too easily.

Currently: home alone. chyeas.

Maybe it's a girl but I've been crying a lot this week. Esp with some of my favorite TV shows.

Now, I love my boardies and twitter and that we have full on convos about Lost and Glee and such on there but my thought dont fit into 140 characters.
So you get a full blog on it.

This is probably going to have spoilers if you havent watched some of these, esp the latest episodes. Read at you own risk.

LOST.

This show is sad in itself right. It's the last season and as much as we want to know why and what the Island is, its sad to see your favorite characters go.
And this past weeks episode was just. ouch.
Lost some of the best and favorite characters. Even the other characters were crying.


GLEE
I love this show.
I didnt think I would. It looked stupid at first, with its high school ness, but my mom started watching it and I got sucked. for me its the music of the show. And the one liners.
And this past week...

WELL.
It was "Bad Reputation" which meant not only Bad reps for the characters but songs that have bad songs. Songs that are good because they are bad. Which makes me love them and have them getting stuck in my head all week long.
This is just a fun show. I really do love it.
But as funny as it is, there are hard heartbreaking moments that make you cry. And I was really bipolar watching it, going between laughing right outloud and crying right with the characters.
(Spoiler: I dont believe Jesse. At all. Dont judge me..I just dont. Artie and Kurt on the other hand? :D :wub:)

And lastly..my newest obsession/fandom...

DOCTOR WHO
I don't know how I wasn't watching this sooner. A time lord who travels with bananas? HECK YES I'LL WATCH IT.
Heh. I go between watching the newest episodes when I get my hands on them and going back on watching season 1 with Eccleston as the Doctor. (Im saving all the 60s/70s/80s classic Doctors for way later on when I have time.)
And even though the Doctor doesn't die, seeing Eccleston go at the end was sad. You get this whole funny great season of him and rose and then the Doctor regenerates.
Not that Im complaining. I love Tennant. I've got a crush. It's still a bit sad though.
Also. John Barrowman? HECK PLEASE YES. Eeep.

Oh. And as for the newest Doctor. He's good. But I've got a girl crush on the companion. Could be something to do with her name. *cackles*

And I think that's all really.
I love these shows-even if they make cry like a girl.
Which I am.
Its just...
Oh nevermind.
You should get my point.

Truth scares me. Sometimes.

As much as I feel Ive been ranting here lately (and I dont like it much), I feel the need to post this.

On Sunday I got sick and since Ive gotten better (it was just a small cold) but am dealing with another bout of small sickness and my worst enemy: insomnia.

I mean. Ive dealt with insomnia a lot over the years and trust me, I know the steps to get rid of it. Im totally not that person who follows the rules to stay away from it.
(Someone even twittered me the steps to get rid of it the other night. WHAT.)

Anyways. As gross as insomnia is, it always leads to some kind of inspiration or some kind nugget of truth.

So I wrote in my journal and I felt I should share part of what I wrote. So here we go.
(I just realized if you dont talk to me much you may not know why my journal entry lead to this but I trust you're all smart and will figure it out.)

Leaving scares me. And my parents dont want me to but...there is a knowing need that I need to.
I want to more and more everyday.

God Im growing up.
It freaks me out so much.

Id like nothing more than to crawl back not a hole and revert back to another age, but Ive learned and know better.
I cant just hide. I have to grow and move and learn.

Tweeter.

Currently: thinking about way too many things at once.

I hit 1000 tweets tonight.

That is, 1000 updates on my twitter. Now when I first got it. I didnt really understand it. I even left it blank for like a month or two.
I didnt get why it was called a mini-blog other than saying what you were doing which is like a facebook/myspace status update.

Maybe's its because I actually blog and write. I have journals ranging from 2 pages written to completely full. Ive had many other blogs than this one. But I like it. writing down in paragraphs and letters and pages full and such.

Well, now I get twitter. Because being back at school, I havent had the energy to sit and write. All my free time goes toward either doing homework or reading my books and trying to rest and relax.

But twitter. Oh my. I updated that a lot when I wasnt blogging. Because it is a mini-blog. A itty bitty one, but I like it.
I do.

Okay, yea. thats all I have to blog about. I do have ideas for a couple other blogs and I wanna say Ill post them soon, but we shall see, right? Right.

Oh. And a question for all you "readers"
Should I chop my hair short? Or just trim it?

"Show me how to love like you have loved me"

Currently: loving life.

I never realize how many people's twitters I follow, how many facebook friends I have, and (and not excluded to) how many blogs I follow and read until I spend a weekend away from the computer to go and clear my head.

It makes me laugh. But those weekends make my life sometimes.

What did I do this weekend? Went to a friends house to help babysit and among the little bit of babysitting I did do, there was so much more. Making scones and tea and watching Mama Mia.
Sit by a swimming pool. Got propsed to by a 5-year old. Indulge in my true nerdness and talk for a long time with people about Twilight, Comic-Con, and Firefly (Furturistic science fiction show. Its really-I love it now. Heh). Im sure there was more. Talk about boys and relationships. Go to a new church and feel my heart burst at the kind of worship Ive missed and a sermon I needed to hear. In fact, there were times while I was just watching my friend's kids and heard God tell me things that I needed to hear and knew I wouldnt have realized them on my own at home. And we also went to the beach. And had greek food.

I'm happy. I left here Friday feeling just annoyed and disgusted with things (partly myself) and within hours I was crying from laughter. I cant tell you how much every person in my life means to me.
I know God puts them there for a reason. And Im beyond thankful that he does what he does.

I cant wrap up my life right now in words. Only God could define it.

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me
Break my heart for what is yours
Everything I am for your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
Hosanna, hosanna
Hosanna in the highest
Hosanna-Hillsong